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    ‘ natasha. ‘ guilt. guilt. guilt. ‘ i don’t think i ever truly apologized. ‘ monster. he’s a monster &. the world knows it. ‘ i am truly sorry. ‘ 

she’s stopped hoping a long time ago. and hell, maybe what happened
in sokovia was a way to try to believe again, but something in her always
knew this would happen. ( EVERYONE will always leave, and no one knows
it better than the black widow, except maybe natasha romanoff. ) his
apology is something that threatens to shatter the ice of her heart; she’s
seen him hopeless and broken before, and she has never wanted to be
the bullet he’s spitting out.

i know. she has to swallow it, because what is choking him cannot be
allowed to stick in her throat. forgiveness has never come easily to her, but
she’s sure that he knows that, just as she knows her next words before they
are on her tongue:  we’re glad you’re back, doctor banner. 

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I don't know if I can do it

independent natasha romanoff
selective and private
primarily 616 with some mcu elements.

Even if I could forgive myself

written by ara
est. 3 june 2014
rebooted 11 april 2017

This is what I am now

One of the most valuable skills in espionage: the unteachable skill to belong anywhere. The other edge of what is the unfortunate truth: You must first belong nowhere.